Tears break

I will never be perfect

I will never be that and

I will never be enough

Everything I do is never enough

I'm not skinny enough

I'm not good enough in track for him to even come see me

I buy things and try to be the most perfect girl

I get all dressed up

Daddy Look!

Oh thats nice he says

maybe looked twice

constantly proving that I am worthy

I'm worth the time

I'm worth the risk

I wont let you down just look at me

I wanted it all just so you would look

Look daddy I can do flips

Look daddy I'm head cheerleader

Look daddy I'm Student Body President

Look daddy I'm Captain of the track team

Look daddy I won states in the hurdles

Look daddy I got a scholarship for academics

Look daddy I got a scholarship for track

Look daddy I am a double major

Look daddy I am starting my own business

Just look at me

What do I have to do?

Dress me in pearls and make me shine

Put glitter over to hide my eyes

I'm told they never lie

I don't want you to see

See what it is that tears me

I'm torn inside but in front of u I'm just right

always an internal fight

Look daddy, new slipper

Oh thats nice as he takes another bite

So I looked to you

If I got your approval then maybe it would change his sight

But that wasn't right

either

Merry Christmas

I hope you cherish the people you are with and the times you have with your family and friends. Being away really opened my eyes to see that the most important people in your life are the ones you spend your time with! They are your family and make you who you are. No one can ever really understand any one person without knowing where they came from or what they are about. Everything happens for a reason and the experience you gain from it makes you who you are!

You will never live the same moment twice.

You will never get the same chance again.

You will never know what to expect tomorrow.

You never know if the next moment will be your last.

So live without regret.

Life changes so quick and time passes in a blink of an eye

So with this, I say I love you

Only one tear falls, never let em see you cry!

Change

She said, cut my hair

They said, don't you dare

Bare your heart for the world

Now they all can see

It's a brand new me

He saved me from who I used to be

The B that was too busy to see

What this world was doing to me

Drag me down, spit me out

Now I know he is king, without a doubt

Something is changing

The seasons are rearranging

The Song

Beats trigger my memory

What's portrayed is your soul

Your heart and soul

I fell in love in that moment

Learned you, by way of sound

Breathe In Breathe out

Words are not needed

You never had to shout

Lay me down, eyes closed

My spirit was lifted

Eardrum tingles tapping toes

I once said, I didn't fall in love with you, I fell in love with your song.

All at once, I realized that wasn't wrong

For that is where your pain lies

Soul poured out

Thoughts released

Deepest fear unleashed

I lay there and feel you breathe life into a beat

"Last night a DJ saved my life"

God gave you lyrical sight

I watch for hours

Your voice is the tool

Playing with a melody like a puppet master

Take it away = natural disaster

I hear your song

Thoughts long gone

stalking with song

Resonate in my memory forever

I turn back to you

I will leave you, never